A year ago today, to the date, my mother took my siblings in a deceitful, very evil way and our entire lives changed. I cannot believe it’s been a year and I am still so hurt. The betrayal, all the lies, every part of it still amazes me. I can’t help but sob and get so incredibly angry and sad. At some point I’m sure I’ll get to the point where it doesn’t hurt as much but I will never cease to be amazed at the cruel heartbreak that those who supposedly loved you can cause. My heart breaks more and more every day that I have to wake up and walk around w/ the enormous amount of emotions I keep stored up, bc what can anyone else do? There’s no way we can ever go back and change things nor can we pretend they never happened.
I don’t think I’ll ever understand humans and their ability to be so cruel.